Adopters don’t seem to ask why a child is supposedly available for adoption and what happened to its parents. They don’t realise that they are colluding in a crime that local authorities commit readily all over the country.
Parental consent is simply dispensed with. The judge can just rule “it’s in the best interest of the child.” The whole system is soo unbelievable that it takes a fighting spirit like Melissa to expose what is to be screamed and shouted to the world.
Here, she just shares her love for her son – whilst in HMP Holloway:
- very special love letters such as the one here
God has spoken to me through the Torah during this time and has said “You may not remember me, but I know everything about you. I know when you sit down and when you rise up.”
But as your mother, I am familiar with all your ways. Even the very hairs on your head which God has numbered. For you were made in God’s image and are part of me. In me you have lived and moved and now you have your being. For you are my offspring, my beloved and wanted son. I knew of you even before you were conceived. God said He chose you for me when He planned creation. You were not a mistake but very wanted and all your days are written in His book.
God determined the exact time of your birth and you are wonderfully made. God knitted you together in my womb. Brought you forth on the day you were born. The happiest day of my life!
I have been misrepresented by those who don’t know me. I am not distant and anger but determined and full of love for you. It is my desire to lavish all my love on you. Pure and simply because you are my child and I am your mother. I have and always will offer you more than anyone ever could. For I am not a perfect mother though I try.
Every good gift that you receive comes from God’s hands and sometimes through my hands from Him. As God’s wisdom is great and His power is awesome. For God is the provider and He and I will meet all your needs. My plan for your future has always been and will be filled with hope and love. Because I love you with an everlasting love. I love you from the end of time and back.
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore. I will never stop doing for you. For you are my treasured son. I desire to keep you safe and out of all harms way with all my heart and all my soul and every fibre of my being. I want to show you all the great and marvellous things of this world. God has said “Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart. For it is I who gave you those desires. I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine.”
That is why God gave me you! I will be your greatest encourager in whatever you do. I am also the mother who will comfort you in all your troubles. When you are heart-broken, my arm will be there to comfort you and to be close to you to hold you. As a shepherd carries a lamb or a dog protects her puppies. I will carry you close to my heart. I will wipe away every tear from your eyes. And I hope to take all the pain away you have suffered on this planet.
I am your Mother, and I love you even as I love God. For in God, my love for you can be revealed. He is the exact representation of my being. God can come to demonstrate the I am for you. Nothing will ever separate you from me and my love for you, ever.
When you come home, I’ll throw the biggest party that heaven and earth have ever seen. I will always be your mother and always will be. Nothing can and will change that ever. I love and always will. I am waiting for you. There is no me without you. You are my world and will always be.
Mum with God by my side.
P.S. Exodus / shomos 22 verses 22 & 23
“If you [dare to] cause him pain…! – for if he shall cry out to Me, I shall surely hear his outcry. My wrath shall blaze…”
So remember God is on our side and always will be.
- the psychological impact of separation on a child
- besides letters to Social Services.